It is almost the easter holiday..soon it will be much more busier than ever with 3 papers to prepare as well as a group project and a year dissertation which has been going on since last term..
Hopefully i won’t do as badly as i did last term, hopefully it will be a more effective study session. to be honest, all those are just “hopefully”s as i didn’t really studied this term because of the year dissertation. Oh well, at least i’m not the ones that repeat a year and fail.
Summary of what is Not done..
1 Year Project
2 Group Project
3 Keep up with Studies
bah….I’ve been on anime marathon for a few days now, watched some classic famous anime like to heart, ef tale of memories, suzumiya haruhi no yuutsu etc etc…
how i wish i could read jap, then i can at least play some visual novels XD…if i have the time…that is…
sometimes i just can’t bring myself to do stuff…not those that are important…even now i have…about 2 anime series i haven’t watch each about 20 episodes, harry potter episodes 1-5, a PC game i bought earlier…all untouch…bleh….
Blogging in the middle of the night now…over at my friends place with my xperia..gotta be honest though..i’m studying for the sake of examination…or rather ‘cramming’ for the sake of examination..and to be honest..i don’t have the faintest confidence in my papers at all..which is actually rather sad. Oh bother.. Wanna go home and celebrate chinese new year… Been years since i’ve done that.. Well not like i have any rights to complain since somebody is having it worst than me.. And for those who were lucky enough to go back to celebrate..have fun !! One last word..good luck to those who are gonna have exams!!
Happy 2009!!!
Good luck for ye all in exams!!!
I’m gonna try my best!
Sienz.. I think to myself now.. Why did i choose what I do today.. There has been a whole reason behind it.. When i decided that I want to take up civil engineering as a degree.. All i thought was..oh..thats cool..its interesting, here’s a subject that might interest me that I can do, and also provide me good income. Job prospects of an engineer is good because of their ability to solve problems. However, recently, i’ve been thinking. Why did i go for this job if its not something i trully enjoy? Because not alot of people have their freedom to choose what they want to do when they grow older. It maybe due to the money factor and also the responsibility factor..my parents said to me once, choose what you like to do.. Not a lot of people has such flexibility, so i count myself as one of the few lucky ones. Yet, being able to choose what i want to be, i didn’t seem to have the guts to choose my own future.
When i was young i wanted to be a car driver, a motoring journalist, a pilot, an architect, a musician, a music teacher, even a conductor. Then again, i didn’t really see how important studies were in school which will eventually determine which direction i would head in the future. Hence, my school results were so-so, my piano and violin grade were so-so too, none of them were marvelous. Its like getting a set of mahjong tiles which has like ‘rojak’ combinations in it which shows no sign of what combination you wanna pursue.
Perhaps thats why parents who are unable to fufill their dreams pass it on to their child, i can see why. I’m turning 21 in 8 months time, and am really asking myself, is this really what i want to do for the rest of my life? If office hours is 8 to 5 with 9 hours out of 16 hours of waking time. Do i want to spend 3/5 of my time of being an adult doing what i think as ‘oh! I won’t say this is my dream job or a job i love but i don’t mind doing it.’? I have a choice, i’ve made my choice, but have i made the right one?
To all!!
Merry Christmas!!
To those from the southern hemisphere and those who study in any university related to there!!
Happy Holidays!!
To all those who are still in school!!
Happy Holidays!!
AND to those who are studying mainly in the northen hemisphere that are having holidays and knowing that christmas is nearby yet you can’t really play much due to the amount of papers you have in january that you dread and wish they don’t exist…
Happy Cramming!!!
and lastly..for those that DON’t have exams in january…
*&^%$#%%^&*()*&^%$#@!@#$^%^&*&(*)
Cheers! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to ALL!!
do you know the feeling of “how i wish i could stay longer” ?…
I feel that way now…
I’m sick of studying, thats why I even bother to write an entry… I’m sick of studying, sick fo doing my dissertation, sick of doing group project, sick of even playing the latest installed Red Alert 3 on my computer…I just don’t feel like doing anything..
-D A M N
- R A W R
- S H I T
- A R G H
I bet graduating and working is even worst..
